Day 11

Another picture of you and your friends.

be my minion? :)

so, i'm like uber tired right now.
uber = ewber = bieber

so, sueyeon came over today. in the morning. when the birds were still fucking chirping and everything. she woke me up with spam txting at 8:30am. WHO THE FUCK WAKES UP AT 8:30 AM IN THE HOLIDAYS?!

we went to watch despicable me :)
EET WAZ SOOH ADORABLEEY! i loveee the minions zomg. i want a minion!

sooo, we hung around in city after the movie and just bummed around in different shops. i love musical cards. omg i love theeem! SOMEONE BUY ME ONE NEXT BIRTHDAY! We spent at least 10 minutes  opening each of them. my favourite was the 'I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES!!!! WHERE YOU FROM? YOU SEXY THING?!" and the "EVERYBODY WAS KUNGFU FIGHTING! HAA!" one.  if you know me, you can probably totally imagine me making an ass of myself dancing around with an open card in my hand.

at the warehouse, we battled.
with lightsabers.
she won >>;;


going to jo's for a sleepover tmrw. im gonna be even MORE tired. gaaaaaaaaaah.

just two songs i'm slightly addicted to atm

These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
inside of me, threatening the life they belong to
And i feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
-
BREATHE - ANNA NALICK




I'm crying out, I'm breaking down,
I am fearing it all,
Stuck inside these walls,
Tell me there is hope for me
Is anybody out there listening?

Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for,
You to come rescue me,
I need you to hold,
All of the sadness I can not,
Living inside of me.
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I'M IN HERE - SIA


i love sia so much btw. ♥

Day 10

Songs that you listen to when you're happy, sad, bored, hyper, mad.

Bro, I have playlists.

(songs that make me) Happy (Anything fast tempo)
Most Kpop; Ours, Believe, The Bravery; Just the way you are, Bruno mars;  Dynamite, Taio Cruz; Kesha shit; Justin Bieber shit; David Guetta shit; Lady gaga shit; Muse shit; Taylor Swift shit; Billionaire, travie mccoy; OHMYGOD, EVERYTHING IN MY ITUNES, BASICALLY, MMKAY?

Sad ( i usually listen to sad songs when I'm sad, so i get more sad ><)
Breathe Me, Sia;  Flightless Bird American Mouth, Iron & Wine; Satellite heart, Anya Marina; Breathe, Anna Nalick;  Don't forget, Baek Ji Young; Bad Day, Daniel Powter; Heavy in your arms, Florence and the machine; Don't Forget, Demi Lovato; Not like the movies, Katy Perry; Wedding Dress, Taeyang;  The Only Exception, When It Rains, Paramore;  你不会, S.H.E.; Your Call, Secondhand Serenade; Nearly anything Taylor Swift; Love the way you lie, Eminem;


Bored
No preference.


Hyper
Well, basically everything in the 'happy' category'


Mad (loud songs)
Ignorance, Misery Business, Careful, Thats what you get, For a pessimist, I'm pretty optomistic,  crushcrushcrush, decoy, decode, Paramore; Teenagers, My chemical romance; Hatefuck, The Bravery; I don't care, Fall out boy; Know your enemy, Green Day; Since you've been gone, Behind these hazel eyes, Kelly Clarkson; supermassive black hole, muse; everything from the pretty reckless;


spent waaaay too much time going thru my itunes for that ^

just cause i'm feeling very melodramatic today.

COPIED FROM CATHEE who's probably even more teenage-angsty than me.
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EIGHT WAYS TO WIN MY HEART <3

1. talk to me. every day. in real life. online. both. and don't just continuously reply with 'lol' or 'haha', ask me things, answer my questions, be my friend, teach me things, tell me about yourself, let something grow.
2. don't lie. simple. as. that.
3. be an optimist. see things on the bright side; look at the glass half-full, and help me out when i'm feeling down.
4. the perfect guy would be; generous, kind, sweet, funny, confident, asian- for the sake of my parents, tall and skinny [unlike me, the opposite :S], musical and smart. :D
5. be as cheesy as you can. but it has. to. be. real. cheese. :)
6. be the guy that no one else can be.
7. make me happy. make me smile. make me laugh. make me feel special. :)
8. show me that you care about me; and i'll do the same for you.






just so you know.


but not that you'd care.

"ouch"

when i say it out loud when theres no one there, it means it really hurt.

now i know you want to be left alone.

when you say 'her', i assume you mean me? or am I just thinking that everything is revolving around me again?

not everyone is as fucking melodramatic as me, right?

i hope you dont read this.

hey, back off.

STUDYING NOW!!! I WILL! I CAN DO IT! I CAN GET OUT MY BOOKS AND START STUDYING! FUCK! I CAN DO IT! I SWEAR I CAN! I'LL JUST LOG OFF FACEBOOK AND GET OFF BLOGGER! DAMMIT I CAN DO IT!

oh maaaaaan i cant do it !!!!!!!!!! :(

Day 09 + zac efrons eyes zomg

Something you're proud of in the last few days

Well, considering it's the holidays and I haven't done much, I don't have anything to really be proud of...
I guess I'm proud of finding my missing library book? And not being totally anti-social? And er.... i did the vacuuming a couple days ago? OH I KNOW!

I'm proud of finally being able to ride a bike!!!! :D


so, i watched charlie st cloud today with reb, ding, rach, and ngo.
omgggg zac efronn!!!! <3

who says he cant act? he can sooo act!

the movie wasn't as sad as i expected it to be, but it was still pretty emotional. 

SPOILER

he has sex with a ghost... IN A GRAVEYARD. LOLWTF?! HOW DOES THAT EVEN HAPPEN? It's like, necrophiliasm to a whole other supernatural level.

but yknw, the movie was good!

there was this scary part where its all dark and he's in the water, and me and maria were just like, clutching each other xDD 

I FOUND MY LIBRARY BOOK

ZOMG IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUUUSSS!!!!!
thing is, i convinced the librarians that i returned it and they lost it at the library so that i wouldn't have to pay, so i think i need to like, sneak it into the library and place it on the shelf and be like "HA! SEE! FOUND EET!!!"

happy happy happy happy happy!

okay i take it back

house of night is pretty darn good.

Day 08

Short term goals for this month (err next month) and why

1. study for exams!!!!!!!!!!!
2. do some exercising cuz i dont wanna get fat.
3. grow 2cm. COMEON GOD, JUST 2CM!!!!!!!! [its not gonna happen.]
4. FIND LIBRARY BOOK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. Interview dad, write speech, memorise speech.
6. Write science story thing ARG.

i don't mean to run,
but every time you come around 
i feel more alive than ever
.
and i guess it's too much 
maybe we're too young 
and i don't even know what's real
.
but i know i've never 
wanted anything so bad
i've never wanted anyone so bad
.
if i let you love me, 
be the one adored,
would you go all the way?
be the one i'm looking for.
.
- paramore, adore.

seven deadly sins

gluttony. wrath. greed. sloth. envy. pride. lust.

well, most of the time, i experience all of these sins every single day.
pretty sure i'm going to hell. if i believed in hell. which i dont.


gotta say. envy's the feeling i dislike the most.
whats yours?

I CAN RIDE MY BIKE WITH NO HANDLEBARS

well, not really. its more like, I CAN RIDE REBECCA'S BIKE UP/DOWN HER DRIVEWAY !!!! 

yeah, i never knew how to ride a bike, UNTIL TODAY!

thank you thank you thank you rebecca for being patient and teaching me :) I love you!!

oh, and sorry for toppling your bike, like, a gazillion times.

I'm probably still screwed for woodhill mountain biking in term 4 and kahanui next year though. :/

WHO LIKES THE SPARKLE CURSOR ON MY BLOG ?! I DOOO!!! 

thanks cathee for the html :P

I saw a hilarious edward cullen sparkle cursor. dahahaha. it was so fitting since he does sparkle and all.

YEEEAH BOY. i did some homework today. interviewed my dad for bsst. 

worst. interview. ever.

I made up most of the answers LOL




ffffff- i accidentily bought shampoo instead of conditioner. RAAAAAAAAGE.

Day 07

A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you.

MY PARENTS!! :D

mainly because they control whether or not I can go out or not and normally are the ones who give me a ride. Who's lives arent impacted by their parents? seriously?!

another one would be ...

oh, yeah. you know why. 

i realise this post is actually on day 08, but i havent slept yet, so it still counts as day 07 :)

just for my followers

All 10 of you who stalk follow me, this is for you. dahaha.
okay, so i put my itunes on shuffle and for all my followers, i clicked next and played a song.


rosez.are.red (btw, who are you? :S)
You found me - the fray. (so appropriate, considering you found me on blogspot)
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magsmsn/maggie
White demon love song - the killers 
-
cathee
Sex on fire - kings of leon (LOL)
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winnie
Airplanes - b.o.b/hayley williams
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mikaela
violet hill - coldplay
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caitlinmaka
gee - snsd (ITS CUZ UR BLACK)
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thisisjade
what if - jason derulo (what if i wasnt in your class? i would get a lot more work done, thats for sure)
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cathee (number 2)
golddigger - glee (LOLOLOL FIRST, SEX ON FIRE, NOW GOLD DIGGER?! DAHAHA)
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cherry 
halfway gone- lifehouse (yeah, halfway gone in the head)
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anniee/ann
you're gonna go far kid - the offspring (HAAAAAAA)
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i swear i didnt cheat at all! hahaha.
thanks for following me guys :)

Revelations, yo.

I was re-reading Twilight. Just, yknw, flipping through. and then i realised something.

I really liked the books.

Okay, so some of you might be scoffing at that, or laughing at me for stating the fucking obvious, but it's been so long since I read the actual books and not fanfics, and I forgot how much I actually liked the books.
People always say that Stephanie Meyer is a bad writer and they said the books were bad, and after a while, a little bit of me started agreeing with them, forgetting that when I first read the books, i couldnt put them down. The movies distorted my view on Twilight, but the books are seriously a million times better than the movies.

Have any of you read house of night? House of night is baaaad storytelling. just bad bad bad. I can't get through the first book. It's just so awful and boring. And I'm also reading Misery by Stephen King, and i want to like it, since its stephen king, but ohmygodddddddd its soo boring! Theres nothing in there that captured my attention like Twilight did.

Ellen Hopkins is the man though. I've read Identical, Burned and Crank, and she is just fucking amazing. If you havent read those, READ EM!

But yeah, twilight is freakin good. Harry potter bored me and the structures of the books were all too similar. I got up to the middle of the fifth one and just couldn't be stuffed anymore.

But I can relate to the arguments on why twilight isnt good. Yeah, bellas a bit of a douche and edwards pretty creepy and edwards 'crooked grin' is mentioned WAY too often, but I LIKE IT, OKAY?!




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It's a good thing that there isn't a 'check who went on your page!' thing on facebook, because if there was, my name would appear on your list waay too much then it should.

Day 06

Favourite superhero and why

Iron Man. I mean, have you seen the movies? Iron Man's AWESOME. Well, Tony Stark is awesome, but he IS iron man and shit, so, same thing. But the suits awesome! and the movies are so funny and... er... awesome? im sorry, my use of adjectives today are very... nonawesome. O___O


i stayed up to 5 last night. I was writing. rofl. AHHH my confidence in my writing skills has dwindled down lowwww. Espesh after getting merits in English for creative writing. fucking hellz. I got to wag chinese class today dahaha. slept till 2 and had a reeeeeal weird dream. it was crazy. If you want to know what it is, go on my facebook status cuz i cbf explaining it all again here.

in my head

i just realised, my thoughts are very... strange? I dont mean the ideas in my brain, but just, what goes on in my brain.

I don't think much. Seriously. In my head, most of the time, theres songs playing and im singing, or im just not thinking and blank. i dont daydream, i just go blank and not think at all. i don't think in actual sentences either. Even if i do, the most common thoughts are "OH SHIT" or "what the fuck?" or "FUUUUCK IM LATE." or "sigh." or "gawdddddddddd." Normally its just random words or something.

Orrr i talk to myself in my head. like, "wow, that was so stupid. i cant believe you just said that." or "WTF. EW. STOP THINKING THAT. EW JUST STOP. BAD MENTAL IMAGE! BAD BAD BAD!".

seriously. theres something wrong with my mind. I. DONT. THINK. ?!?!?!?!

lol i just realised i scream a lot in my head . like "AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!" i dont think thats normal.

jsyk i stalk you.

but like, cyberly, of course.

one day i just wanna go and tell people i stalk that i stalk them. theres actually quite a few of them haha.

i shouldnt care what you do, right? i shouldnt care that you were in blahblah today and that you're friends with blahblah. 

too bad i do. too bad i can't be more specific and just RANT AND RANT about you on my blog, cuz then anyone who reads this will know who you are. it's probably already pretty obvious to my close friends who im talking about.

fuck, sometimes i regret my choices. is it bad that i'm pretty shallow? i think everyones shallow though. but yeah, i regret it. too late now though, i think?

i dont know how i would feel if you read this and confronted me about it. If you felt the same way i think i'd be glad , even though i'd be pretty embarrassed. I don't have any balls :/

lol watching nzntm atm. all their thighs are pretty big, tbh. good thing that theyre not all skinny twigs. makes me happy inside haha. danielle is growing on me. mikaelas still my favourite though :) i think that its unfair that only the girls with long hair got chosen to do the music video. Elza looks ugly as when she cries.

Day 05

A picture of somewhere you've been to.

yeah bitches. thats me. in jerusalem. at the wailing wall. in my school uniform... >_>;;

actually, its just me and joanna in the english corridor, taking a picture on photobooth for our task in R.E.

I dont travel much :(



Went to maria's for the day. Forced her to get a blogspot LOL.
It was pretty fun. Took ageeess to get to her house though cuz she lives so frickin far away. zomg she got burgled last night :/
We took like, a shit ton of pictures with her little sister Wendy haha. I bet wendys gonna be a camwhore just like us when she grows up. We watched some of 'Grown ups' but it was pretty gay so we stopped in the middle of it. I ate all her ice cream XD
We (well, I) wanted to watch Easy-a but we couldnt find it online. GRR.

my mum got me a bubble tea on the ride back. it was too sweet. last time i went there, it was 5.50. now its 6.50. WTFF.

i want to throw up now.

a tribute to haircuts and friends thoughout the years

warning: if you have shit internet, this may be a bitch to load.

1996 or whatever:

a little bit older. toddler years?

yep. thats a bowl cut.

then, skipping to year 7 cuz i cbf going into photo albums to find photos of other years. they were all japanese doll type hair cuts though from when i was 4 to around when i was 10. then, it became this.

Year 7

/shudder at my grossness.

and then like, halfway in year 7...

AHH I KNOW I LOOK HORRIBLE.

And then in year eight at the beginning of the year:

okay, lets play "who's the odd one out?" !

and then i got this hair:

before i got ... THE FRINGE.

and then i became best friends with this douche and started the awkward 'clip up the fringe while it grows out' stage:

and now...

asians left right centre.

:)

Btw, this post took around an hour to do cuz my internet is SHIIIITEE as.

Day 04

A habit you wish you didnt have.


Procrastination. It's horrible and it runs in the family. I procrastinate everything. Homework, sleep, eating, etc. Seriously, it's already the sixth day of holidays and I still havent done any homework or studying. I think I'll study today. Yeah!

... maybe.


Oh, yeah, and another habit. I always sleep reeaally late. Thus, my shortness. >>;;

from cathee who copied it from someone else on tumblr

i want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. a boy who will sing to me at random moments. who lets me sleep on his chest. i want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. bring me soup or orange juice when i’m sick. i want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. i want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. a boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times i tell him its okay, he’d still do it. a boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything i say. a boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. a boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. a boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. i want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. a boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. a boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. who will kiss me in the pouring rain. i want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. i want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. someone who would never be afraid to say i love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. i want a boy who will take me to target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. someone who will kiss me at midnight on new years and who will make funny faces at me when i’m on the phone. i want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. i want a boy who will stay home with me on a friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after i’ve got him soaked. i want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. a boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. i want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when i’m sick, and would play with my hair. but mostly i want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.

whip it

watched it last night with my brother and his girlfriend. omg, it was pretty good.

ellen page is such a good actress .

so, there was this scene where she was having this heart to heart with her mum, and they were leaning against the fridge, and in the background, between them, was a magnet in the shape of a heart!

SYMBOLISM YO.

went to mei's house yesterday. then went to newmarket by train. OMG MY FIRST TIME ON A TRAIN! it was monumental.

jo, nee and cathee went to newmarket at the same time as us but we didnt see them :/

came back on train. loads of big islander guys on the train, and i kept envisioning the massive dude next to me pulling out a gun and taking me as hostage. i thought i was gonna die orz

I THINK IM ALLERGIC TO DOGS.

its so sad. i realised yesterday when i got all sniffy and itchy after spending too much time with mei's dog. now that i think of it, same thing happened with joannas dog. it sucks :(

woke up at 1pm today. had a weird dream that i dont remember anymore. but it was weird. trust me.


mei: hey, what time is it?
me: SUMMERTIME!
mei: fuck you.

Day 03

A picture of you and your friends.

We all look like complete dicks, but ohwell.

urgh, i didnt want to use one from my birthday party cuz i looked like a pedophile in all those pics :/

Day 02

The meaning behind your Tumblr Blogspot name.


Well, "Vickyahhh" is a nickname given from i think, aleigha, because its what my parents call me when yelling at me to go to the phone. eg:


ring ring
dad: harro?
aleigha (on phone): Hi can i speak to vicky?
dad: oh. you again. okie, i get her for you. VICKYAHHH!!!
aleigha: O_o"


And "After Midnight" is symbolistic (LOL WHY DOES THIS REMIND ME OF ENGLISH CLASS?) of how in cinderella, all the magic is gone by midnight and everything is turned back into what it really is. also, because i always sleep after midnight. and cuz everythings scarier after midnight. :D

Day 01

A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.

<- taken before the social ^.^"

1. I spend too much time on the computer

2. I'm double jointed and i enjoy creeping pple out with it.

3. I cry easily when watching sad/sweet movies/music videos/whatevs

4. When my parents piss me off, I lock my door, play really loud music and jump around like crazy.

5. I'm Grade 8 on piano but tbh, im nowhere near that level.

6. I started swearing more ever since I started reading fanfiction.

7. I'm a twihard (TEAM EMMETT :D)

8. I actually love being at St Cuths.

9. I always plan to do lots of things but never get around to actually doing them. (getting a job, exercising, homework, etc)

10. I dont really consider myself a nerd, but apparently, i am?

11. Im only 158cm tall :/

12. I forgive but never forget

13. I get influenced by my friends' opinions frequently.

14. I'm a camwhore, but I don't like taking pictures by myself

15. I'm a romantic, and wish my life was more like a fairytale.

30 Day Tumblr Challenge

Stole this from Cathees Tumblr :)
Consider today Day 1. Post coming soon.

bullshit

i shouldnt even need that tag.

everything i write is bullshit.

bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit

i seem to lose everything

like my new eftpos card that came in the mail a couple of days ago.
plus, i lost a library book. 'Burned' by ellen hopkins. I feel real bad, cuz its a reeeal good book :S
OHMAGAAAAAHHH.

scared to tell  my parents cuz they will be pisssssssed.


my mum studies more than me and my brother do, combined.

oh, the shame.

i wonder what would happen if she got a facebook, or some kinda addicting thing like that. I think procrastinating runs in the family, tbh. She does get hooked on chinese dramas though. Mainly, i think technology is to blame for procrastination.



Why do you have to be funny and nice and get along with everyone now and not four or something months ago?

its really fucking hard

it's really fucking hard
to keep track of time
to forget, to move on
to not go back to bad habits

it's really fucking hard
to determine what you should and shouldnt do
to know whether what you feel is real or not
to decide whether its wrong to feel jealous

it's really fucking hard
to see you move on
to see you succeed
to still be your friend

it's really fucking hard
thats what she said.

Sunday Morning

Sunday morning rain is falling
... something ... something... etc.
Yeah, I only needed the first line. 


This weekend we were supposed to be hit with one of the 'planets biggest storms'. Total fucking anti climax. All we were 'hit with' was typical Auckland weather.
Talking about fails, I slept till 2 this afternoon. Then I spent the rest of the day making this blog. My internet was really slow today, so everything took triple times longer than usual. Hopefully it looks okiees? :D


Putting off going on a run. I've done it ONCE, and i felt like a total douche while doing it cuz I was running around my block and this guy doing gardening kept staring at me when I ran past him.
omg rapists. not cool.
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HIDE YO KIDS
HIDE YO WIFE
AND HIDE YO HUSBAND CUZ DEY RAPIN ERRBODY OWT HERE.


imma do a movie night (err, afternoon) on Monday. Watched Karate Kid (which was awwwsomeeee), salt and killers yesterday. karate kid was GREEAT apart from the end, where i was yelling at the screen cuz it was soooo unrealistic. HES NEVER DONE THE FUCKING COBRA SHIT B4!!!!!! HOW DOES HE DO IT!? AND HE LOST IN THE SEMI FINALS SO HE SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN IN THE FINALS!!! WTFFFF COME ONNNNNNNN. 


salt was pretty confusing aye. though angelina jolie as a man was coool.


and killers was just shite.