this weekend will consist of me watching a tonne of movies.
that's how i celebrate my birthday B|
might invite someone over but idk if i cbf.
it's just too COLD.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
i feel like blogging
and so i shall.
Today at levels we drew out the raffle tickets, and since i'm values rep, i was supposed to be there with everyones tickets in my class to see if anyone had won. Thing is, I lost the sheet that had everyones names and ticket numbers on it, which I had been keeping in my blazer pocket for a week, prepared for the raffle. FAYUL. I got mr Howe's rollbook though because I issued the tickets in order so it went down the roll, so I wasn't completely screwed. I was really hoping that no one in my class would be called so that I wouldn't need to go calculate who won, but turns out, Maria won a prize! Not any prize, but the best one there: a makeup pack! haaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaa. It was lucky cuz she's pretty high up on the roll so I didn't have to take too much time calculating it, but I did it really rushed so I was kinda worried that when I went back and double checked, it wouldn't be her. :S But algds, it was :) She wouldn't open the damn pack all day though. You'd think that she would give me a bottle of perfume from it to thank me! ;)
My up&go leaked in my bag :( CRYCRYCRY. now my bag smells rank. it went all over my calculators and pencil case and dribbled over my laptop. fml fml omg.
yesterday did social studies essay during class. it was so rushed holy crap. i'm pretty gutted on how i did. didn't really have enough time to write all i wanted to write about. probably got merit minus or something. my personal reading response is due tmrw for english. it is SO LONG GAH. writing it on unbearable lightness by portia de rossi. it's awkward cuz its about her eating disorders like anorexia and how shes a lesbian and stuff but I hope he doesnt think that that makes me a lesbian with an eating disorder too....
i havent talked about this on my blog yet but we are studying La vita e dolce (life is beautiful) in english right now. NADLFKSDLFSDF SUCH A GOOD MOVIE, MY GOD. watch it, if you havent. it's in italian though. gg.
i've been studying for my learner's license test!! I'm gonna take it as soon as poss after my birthday, which is on tuesday, jsyk. I will be accepting presents. GIVE THEM TO MEEEEEEEEE.
fuck yeah, take a nap on the side of the road if you're feeling tired while you're driving. 4 SECOND RULE WHILE ROAD IS WET. when driving on an unlined road, u must drive on the left hand side. YOUR TIRES SHOULD HAVE 1.5CM TREAD.
k lol dont feel like blogging anymore
bye.
Today at levels we drew out the raffle tickets, and since i'm values rep, i was supposed to be there with everyones tickets in my class to see if anyone had won. Thing is, I lost the sheet that had everyones names and ticket numbers on it, which I had been keeping in my blazer pocket for a week, prepared for the raffle. FAYUL. I got mr Howe's rollbook though because I issued the tickets in order so it went down the roll, so I wasn't completely screwed. I was really hoping that no one in my class would be called so that I wouldn't need to go calculate who won, but turns out, Maria won a prize! Not any prize, but the best one there: a makeup pack! haaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaa. It was lucky cuz she's pretty high up on the roll so I didn't have to take too much time calculating it, but I did it really rushed so I was kinda worried that when I went back and double checked, it wouldn't be her. :S But algds, it was :) She wouldn't open the damn pack all day though. You'd think that she would give me a bottle of perfume from it to thank me! ;)
My up&go leaked in my bag :( CRYCRYCRY. now my bag smells rank. it went all over my calculators and pencil case and dribbled over my laptop. fml fml omg.
yesterday did social studies essay during class. it was so rushed holy crap. i'm pretty gutted on how i did. didn't really have enough time to write all i wanted to write about. probably got merit minus or something. my personal reading response is due tmrw for english. it is SO LONG GAH. writing it on unbearable lightness by portia de rossi. it's awkward cuz its about her eating disorders like anorexia and how shes a lesbian and stuff but I hope he doesnt think that that makes me a lesbian with an eating disorder too....
i havent talked about this on my blog yet but we are studying La vita e dolce (life is beautiful) in english right now. NADLFKSDLFSDF SUCH A GOOD MOVIE, MY GOD. watch it, if you havent. it's in italian though. gg.
i've been studying for my learner's license test!! I'm gonna take it as soon as poss after my birthday, which is on tuesday, jsyk. I will be accepting presents. GIVE THEM TO MEEEEEEEEE.
fuck yeah, take a nap on the side of the road if you're feeling tired while you're driving. 4 SECOND RULE WHILE ROAD IS WET. when driving on an unlined road, u must drive on the left hand side. YOUR TIRES SHOULD HAVE 1.5CM TREAD.
k lol dont feel like blogging anymore
bye.
Friday, June 24, 2011
dear 273.
i'm sorry i'm such a shitty friend.
like, so shitty. i'm so selfish :(
i know you wanted me there but i really wasn't looking forward to it.
and plus, my parents said that it'll brainwash me.
sorry. i know its totally morally wrong for me to ditch you. I was supposed to be there to be your support.
ugh, i suck. i'm really sorry. now i'll be feeling too guilty to have any fun.
like, so shitty. i'm so selfish :(
i know you wanted me there but i really wasn't looking forward to it.
and plus, my parents said that it'll brainwash me.
sorry. i know its totally morally wrong for me to ditch you. I was supposed to be there to be your support.
ugh, i suck. i'm really sorry. now i'll be feeling too guilty to have any fun.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
DEAR JADE
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Thursday, June 16, 2011
i know nobody cares, but...
Ashley Greene.
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dated ian somerhalder 2009-2010 ish
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kellan lutz and her didnt date, but theyre tight as
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chace crawford and her dated, sometime ages ago.
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you motherfucking lucky ass bitch.
(whilst google imaging everything, came across this which i think i need on my blog:)
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
movie reviews!
Oh, yeah, btw, I've seen a couple of movies off that list.
Water for elephants, xmen first class, it's kind of a funny story, how to make love to a woman and some of twelve.
Watched Water for elephants on Tuesday. It was alright. I mean, there wasn't a sense of awe when the credits started rolling at the end, unlike in Xmen (watched on Saturday) which made me come out and be like HOLY SHIT THAT WAS AWESOME. Water for elephants wasn't BAD though. It was good. It got kinda dull though. Robert Pattinson suits tan, dirty, sweatyness. Is that weird? Is that evenly humanly possible? Well, he looked a lot better in that movie shovelling manure and being able to laugh and talk like a normal person, compared to in twilight where he's practically blue and looks like he's walking around with shit in his pants.
Xmen was amazing though. I really really liked it. I liked Mystique in it. She was a lot more three dimensional and shit, there was even a nice message about loving yourself and accepting who you are, as well! It shows how Prof X became paralysed which was pretty sad. Guy from Taylor Swift's "you belong with me " music video was in it. Dayum.
It's kind of a funny story was pretty good. I thought it was smart, and I really liked emma roberts in it, but I may be biased. It was a really cute movie and heartwarming. I'd recommend it to anyone.
How to make love to a woman is less dodgy than the title makes it sound. The trailer made it seem fucking hilarious, but it kinda let me down. It was funny, though. Just not as funny as I expected it to be. It had Ian Somerhalder in it and everytime he was in a scene I wanted to fucking rape my computer screen. Ohmygod. Some bits of the movie kind of pissed me off, but they weren't really big enough to affect my overall opinion of the movie.
Twelve is shit. It's like, the gossip girl novels. The gossip girl novels are baaaaaaad. Not the tv show - the tv show is good , in fact, chace crawford (who's in the gossip girl tv shows) is the main character in twelve. But the thing that made me hate twelve was that it had a fucking narrator. Like, third person narrator. For some reason I felt like it didn't fit, unlike in other movies like, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, for example. The narrator just killed it for me. It might work for some other people. The girl on 'twelve' (its a drug) was really fun to watch though, lol. And they did really weird flashback kind of things but they had a big white empty space with like, the minimum amount of actors relevant to the scene (2,3) and they'd just, act without saying anything and have the narrator narrate (thats what he does...). I havent finished watching it. Lost interest, aye.
Kbye.
(i'm putting off sleep)
Water for elephants, xmen first class, it's kind of a funny story, how to make love to a woman and some of twelve.
Watched Water for elephants on Tuesday. It was alright. I mean, there wasn't a sense of awe when the credits started rolling at the end, unlike in Xmen (watched on Saturday) which made me come out and be like HOLY SHIT THAT WAS AWESOME. Water for elephants wasn't BAD though. It was good. It got kinda dull though. Robert Pattinson suits tan, dirty, sweatyness. Is that weird? Is that evenly humanly possible? Well, he looked a lot better in that movie shovelling manure and being able to laugh and talk like a normal person, compared to in twilight where he's practically blue and looks like he's walking around with shit in his pants.
Xmen was amazing though. I really really liked it. I liked Mystique in it. She was a lot more three dimensional and shit, there was even a nice message about loving yourself and accepting who you are, as well! It shows how Prof X became paralysed which was pretty sad. Guy from Taylor Swift's "you belong with me " music video was in it. Dayum.
It's kind of a funny story was pretty good. I thought it was smart, and I really liked emma roberts in it, but I may be biased. It was a really cute movie and heartwarming. I'd recommend it to anyone.
How to make love to a woman is less dodgy than the title makes it sound. The trailer made it seem fucking hilarious, but it kinda let me down. It was funny, though. Just not as funny as I expected it to be. It had Ian Somerhalder in it and everytime he was in a scene I wanted to fucking rape my computer screen. Ohmygod. Some bits of the movie kind of pissed me off, but they weren't really big enough to affect my overall opinion of the movie.
Twelve is shit. It's like, the gossip girl novels. The gossip girl novels are baaaaaaad. Not the tv show - the tv show is good , in fact, chace crawford (who's in the gossip girl tv shows) is the main character in twelve. But the thing that made me hate twelve was that it had a fucking narrator. Like, third person narrator. For some reason I felt like it didn't fit, unlike in other movies like, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, for example. The narrator just killed it for me. It might work for some other people. The girl on 'twelve' (its a drug) was really fun to watch though, lol. And they did really weird flashback kind of things but they had a big white empty space with like, the minimum amount of actors relevant to the scene (2,3) and they'd just, act without saying anything and have the narrator narrate (thats what he does...). I havent finished watching it. Lost interest, aye.
Kbye.
(i'm putting off sleep)
I'm not a bad person, I don't think. But
Sometimes I want to stop being nice.
To say what I really thought of people to their faces, and be completely honest and blunt.
Sometimes, I don't even want to be honest, I just want to say mean things, and let it all out. I could only imagine the relief that would bring, to be able to just not care about what other people think of you, for people to call you a complete bitch, without you giving a fuck.
I wonder what it would feel like to be a bully. To just shoot people down, disregarding their feelings or that they're a real person.
Admit it, you'd want to as well. If you had the chance, could get away with it, and have the victim completely forget what you just said to them, you'd do it.
What's stopping us? The guilt, our morals?
What morals?
I have no morals.
I lie, cheat, lust, hate, covet. I'm prideful, slothful, greedy, rageful, gluttonous. I don't even flinch at the word murder anymore. I like vampires, stories about mafia. Reading about killing, and desensitizing myself on the topic of murder. It's so wrong. What morals?
So I guess it's the guilt.
I've thought about it a bit. There are people I pick on sometimes more than others . Not too badly - I just treat them as annoying little brothers or sisters. I can imagine how they must feel though. That's why I don't take it one step further. It could easily happen, though. One day I might just snap and feel as if I don't want to hold back anymore.
It'd be easy.
Like breathing.
Just goes to show what a terrible person I am. Deep down. I was raised with pretty shit values, to be honest. But I'm not just gonna blame it on that. I don't know if it's just me who feels like this, though.
Haven't you had this scenario in your head?
You're talking with someone you'd rather not talk to. They're irritating you, and you want them to just leave you alone. You say "look, I never liked you, and I never will. You're annoying, you're not funny, and you're a bitch. You piss me off everytime you talk to me, and I wish you would just stay the fuck away."
Obviously, the swearing is for added 'meanness' effect.
If we could do the 'compulsion' thing that vampires in TVD can do, we wouldn't have so many things we wanted to say bottled up inside. You could blurt it all out, see their hurt reaction, and erase it from their memory. it's win- win, isn't it?
I guess it's okay to be a liar, if you're doing it to protect other people's feelings. It's okay to be fake, because it means no one gets hurt.
Just wait for that day where we all explode- a kaleidoscope of false compliments and saying what you don't mean - erupting into a bright light in the sky.
To say what I really thought of people to their faces, and be completely honest and blunt.
Sometimes, I don't even want to be honest, I just want to say mean things, and let it all out. I could only imagine the relief that would bring, to be able to just not care about what other people think of you, for people to call you a complete bitch, without you giving a fuck.
I wonder what it would feel like to be a bully. To just shoot people down, disregarding their feelings or that they're a real person.
Admit it, you'd want to as well. If you had the chance, could get away with it, and have the victim completely forget what you just said to them, you'd do it.
What's stopping us? The guilt, our morals?
What morals?
I have no morals.
I lie, cheat, lust, hate, covet. I'm prideful, slothful, greedy, rageful, gluttonous. I don't even flinch at the word murder anymore. I like vampires, stories about mafia. Reading about killing, and desensitizing myself on the topic of murder. It's so wrong. What morals?
So I guess it's the guilt.
I've thought about it a bit. There are people I pick on sometimes more than others . Not too badly - I just treat them as annoying little brothers or sisters. I can imagine how they must feel though. That's why I don't take it one step further. It could easily happen, though. One day I might just snap and feel as if I don't want to hold back anymore.
It'd be easy.
Like breathing.
Just goes to show what a terrible person I am. Deep down. I was raised with pretty shit values, to be honest. But I'm not just gonna blame it on that. I don't know if it's just me who feels like this, though.
Haven't you had this scenario in your head?
You're talking with someone you'd rather not talk to. They're irritating you, and you want them to just leave you alone. You say "look, I never liked you, and I never will. You're annoying, you're not funny, and you're a bitch. You piss me off everytime you talk to me, and I wish you would just stay the fuck away."
Obviously, the swearing is for added 'meanness' effect.
If we could do the 'compulsion' thing that vampires in TVD can do, we wouldn't have so many things we wanted to say bottled up inside. You could blurt it all out, see their hurt reaction, and erase it from their memory. it's win- win, isn't it?
I guess it's okay to be a liar, if you're doing it to protect other people's feelings. It's okay to be fake, because it means no one gets hurt.
Just wait for that day where we all explode- a kaleidoscope of false compliments and saying what you don't mean - erupting into a bright light in the sky.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
ouchies
well, slap my arse and call me sally.
I finally did it. I crippled myself :(
After badminton today (which was hilarious, btw) i was just messing around with some other randoms and joanna with basketballs, and i like, fucking, collapsed on my ankle. there was a really gross crunch sound that i heard and it HURT SO FUCKING BAD. I don't think i broke/fractured it or whatever since i can move it, but it's definitely badly sprained. Actually, it might be fractured cuz it seriously is sooooo painful.
So, we were all the way at the sports center and my mum was at the chapel, waiting for me. Joanna piggy backed me all the way to the robertson circle place with all my bags and shit. such a trooper (I LOVE YOU!).
Anyway, got home, lay on bed, suffered and got to the point where i was holding back tears (i'm a pussy i know), and i was like MUMMMMMM HELLPP MEEEEEEEE. and of course, she thought a suitable solution was acupuncture. UGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i mean, i guess it wasnt that bad. i just kinda got over the fact that there were little pins sticking out of my skin at various points in my body and the fact that i felt like a pincushion/voodoo doll and just dealt with it, lol. there were some ones that REALLY HURRTTT, but yknw, i'm tough. B| she also used like, this little electroshock thing, omg it was just... so.... naidfo;sdf.
so, today, i was totally expecting to get back like, all of the exams, and was really excited/nervous/anxious of them. turned out to be incredibly anticlimatic. only got back two: maths (Merit D:) and english (Ex, Ex). I was pretty surprised i got excellence in unfamiliar texts in eng, cuz i'm usually so shit at it, but this year i'm actually LEARNING stuff in english (SHOCK HORROR GASP!). crazy! who knew you go to school to LEARN and get an education? Pshaw. Ummm, pretty gutted about the maths result lol. only 7 people in our entire class got Excellences, so that makes me feel better haha. Algds though, I can work on it for end of year exams (NCEA OMG).
parents arent letting me go to school tmrw though (ohthankgod, can you imagine me hopping around the school like a big dick?) i think i might just email my subject teachers and ask for my exam results cuz i really want to know. i want to go to the hospital tmrw to see if its broken or not :/
My brothers girlfriend called just before and i was like "Lol, hi?" cuz u knw, i'd think she'd want to talk to my bro. But she started talking about vampire diaries, and i was like :D cuz i lent her season 1 and pretty much forced her to watch it, and she diiiiddd, and SHE'S TEAM DAMON, SO SUCK IT MEI/other pple who are team stefan. but lol, she started watching it on saturday and now its only wednesday and she's finished it all, and she's liek "omg damons so hot!! andifjsdfsdf damon kissed elena but it was really katherine, etc.... do you have season 2?!?!?!?" and im like lol nup sorry. YES SHES OBSESSED WITH THE VAMPIRE DIARIIIEESSS!!! I'm pretty much this close from saying to her "... WELCOME TO THE FAMILY!!!!" and giving her a big hug.
speaking of 'this close'. this mornings choir rehearsal was a frickin' disaster. I came in five minutes late (as usual) but i actually did try really hard this morning not to, and woke up really early and i wudve got there at like, half past, except my dad wasnt awake yet so i had to wait for him and shit. and she was soooo pissed when i walked in and was all like "YOU'RE LATE" and sheepishly, i'm like "yeah... um, sorry :(". after me, FIVE people walked in late, including michelle who is ALSO ALWAYS LATE and she normally comes in at EIGHT which is twenty minutes late but our choir teacher never yells at her. and plus she's been at kahunui so she really shudnt be late since she needs all the practice she can get. anyway, michelle, if ur reading this, im just using you as an example, i'm not like, trying to hate on you or nuthin'. well, our choir was sounding pretty shit so ms director gave us a big lecture and walked out on us and we were just sitting there liek ".... what.". so, we rehearsed on our own and a couple of other music teachers including ms G came out and they gave us big lectures and told us that ms director was crying in the staffroom and we were liek D: omg what?! I mean, every other year i've done choir, i've never heard of anyone practising outside of the rehearsals and we've always got like, silvers and gold awards. I don't want to blame the new director, but thats the only changed variable, yknw? Like, fuck, i've worked HARDER than other years and we still sound shit, like, i practice at home and stuff, but tbh, it seems to be having an opposite effect, yknw? But yeah, competitions in less than a weeks time, and our choir isnt sounding or feeling very confident. If she was so worried and upset about us that it resulted in her breaking down, i dont understand why she couldn't just suck up her pride after breaking down and come back out again, to show HER commitment, since obviously, we need her as a conductor to practice efficiently. I don't like quitters.
Well, my feet are cold after icing them for so long. apparently you're only supposed to ice them for 30 minutes but i iced them for .... 4 hours? hmmm.....
i guess i had quite a good day? lol, even though i'm complaining so much, i actually felt really positive and easy going today. like, the smile wasnt forced at all. i guess that's kind of a gift, the fact that its not necessary for me to force my smiles most of the time. it just comes naturally? IDK, even with all the shit that's happened today.... maybe thats why i wasnt as gutted about my M in maths?
We also did science ICAS today. it was alright. not expecting too much from it, although a high distinction would be VERY NICE.
here's what i drew for joanna describing her bad day. (i was bored )
The End.
I finally did it. I crippled myself :(
After badminton today (which was hilarious, btw) i was just messing around with some other randoms and joanna with basketballs, and i like, fucking, collapsed on my ankle. there was a really gross crunch sound that i heard and it HURT SO FUCKING BAD. I don't think i broke/fractured it or whatever since i can move it, but it's definitely badly sprained. Actually, it might be fractured cuz it seriously is sooooo painful.
So, we were all the way at the sports center and my mum was at the chapel, waiting for me. Joanna piggy backed me all the way to the robertson circle place with all my bags and shit. such a trooper (I LOVE YOU!).
Anyway, got home, lay on bed, suffered and got to the point where i was holding back tears (i'm a pussy i know), and i was like MUMMMMMM HELLPP MEEEEEEEE. and of course, she thought a suitable solution was acupuncture. UGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i mean, i guess it wasnt that bad. i just kinda got over the fact that there were little pins sticking out of my skin at various points in my body and the fact that i felt like a pincushion/voodoo doll and just dealt with it, lol. there were some ones that REALLY HURRTTT, but yknw, i'm tough. B| she also used like, this little electroshock thing, omg it was just... so.... naidfo;sdf.
so, today, i was totally expecting to get back like, all of the exams, and was really excited/nervous/anxious of them. turned out to be incredibly anticlimatic. only got back two: maths (Merit D:) and english (Ex, Ex). I was pretty surprised i got excellence in unfamiliar texts in eng, cuz i'm usually so shit at it, but this year i'm actually LEARNING stuff in english (SHOCK HORROR GASP!). crazy! who knew you go to school to LEARN and get an education? Pshaw. Ummm, pretty gutted about the maths result lol. only 7 people in our entire class got Excellences, so that makes me feel better haha. Algds though, I can work on it for end of year exams (NCEA OMG).
parents arent letting me go to school tmrw though (ohthankgod, can you imagine me hopping around the school like a big dick?) i think i might just email my subject teachers and ask for my exam results cuz i really want to know. i want to go to the hospital tmrw to see if its broken or not :/
My brothers girlfriend called just before and i was like "Lol, hi?" cuz u knw, i'd think she'd want to talk to my bro. But she started talking about vampire diaries, and i was like :D cuz i lent her season 1 and pretty much forced her to watch it, and she diiiiddd, and SHE'S TEAM DAMON, SO SUCK IT MEI/other pple who are team stefan. but lol, she started watching it on saturday and now its only wednesday and she's finished it all, and she's liek "omg damons so hot!! andifjsdfsdf damon kissed elena but it was really katherine, etc.... do you have season 2?!?!?!?" and im like lol nup sorry. YES SHES OBSESSED WITH THE VAMPIRE DIARIIIEESSS!!! I'm pretty much this close from saying to her "... WELCOME TO THE FAMILY!!!!" and giving her a big hug.
speaking of 'this close'. this mornings choir rehearsal was a frickin' disaster. I came in five minutes late (as usual) but i actually did try really hard this morning not to, and woke up really early and i wudve got there at like, half past, except my dad wasnt awake yet so i had to wait for him and shit. and she was soooo pissed when i walked in and was all like "YOU'RE LATE" and sheepishly, i'm like "yeah... um, sorry :(". after me, FIVE people walked in late, including michelle who is ALSO ALWAYS LATE and she normally comes in at EIGHT which is twenty minutes late but our choir teacher never yells at her. and plus she's been at kahunui so she really shudnt be late since she needs all the practice she can get. anyway, michelle, if ur reading this, im just using you as an example, i'm not like, trying to hate on you or nuthin'. well, our choir was sounding pretty shit so ms director gave us a big lecture and walked out on us and we were just sitting there liek ".... what.". so, we rehearsed on our own and a couple of other music teachers including ms G came out and they gave us big lectures and told us that ms director was crying in the staffroom and we were liek D: omg what?! I mean, every other year i've done choir, i've never heard of anyone practising outside of the rehearsals and we've always got like, silvers and gold awards. I don't want to blame the new director, but thats the only changed variable, yknw? Like, fuck, i've worked HARDER than other years and we still sound shit, like, i practice at home and stuff, but tbh, it seems to be having an opposite effect, yknw? But yeah, competitions in less than a weeks time, and our choir isnt sounding or feeling very confident. If she was so worried and upset about us that it resulted in her breaking down, i dont understand why she couldn't just suck up her pride after breaking down and come back out again, to show HER commitment, since obviously, we need her as a conductor to practice efficiently. I don't like quitters.
Well, my feet are cold after icing them for so long. apparently you're only supposed to ice them for 30 minutes but i iced them for .... 4 hours? hmmm.....
i guess i had quite a good day? lol, even though i'm complaining so much, i actually felt really positive and easy going today. like, the smile wasnt forced at all. i guess that's kind of a gift, the fact that its not necessary for me to force my smiles most of the time. it just comes naturally? IDK, even with all the shit that's happened today.... maybe thats why i wasnt as gutted about my M in maths?
We also did science ICAS today. it was alright. not expecting too much from it, although a high distinction would be VERY NICE.
here's what i drew for joanna describing her bad day. (i was bored )
The End.
Friday, June 3, 2011
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
i like long lists.
omg there are so many movies i want to watch right now (or whenever they come out)
- beastly (alex pettyfer, vanessa hudgens, mary kate olsen, neil patrick harris)
- thor (chris hemsworth, natalie portman, kat dennings - azn group have already seen it except for me)
- xmen first class (meh actors, looks SOOO good though)
- water for elephants (robert pattinson, reese witherspoon - looks goood)
- we need to talk about kevin (reading the book right now haha)
it's kind of a funny story (LOOKS SO EFFING GOOD OMG, emma roberts, zach galifianakis)- perks of being a wallflower (emma watson, logan lerman, nina dobrev)
- chicago (renee zellwegar, catherine zeta jones, richard gere, queen latifah - i havent seen it and i want to)
- hanna (saoirse ronan, eric bana LOOKS INTENSE)
- sleeping beauty (emily browning, looks interesting, albeit pretty fucking dodgy)
- the hangover II (um, everyone from hangover 1. HELLO, ITS THE SEQUEL TO HANGOVER, of course i want to watch it)
- transformers 3 (um HELLO ITS THE SEQUEL TO TRANSFORMERS 1 & 2!)
- monte carlo (selena gomez, leighton meester, katie cassidy, cory monteith ADFSDFSDLF look at the cast.... plus, it looks funny)
- the art of getting by (emma roberts, freddie highmore, i have no idea what its really about but the trailer makes it look reaallllyyy good)
- twelve (chace crawford, emma roberts, 50cent - AKDSFLKSJDF CHACE CRAWFORD, MY LOVE and he's basically poor nate in this, but a drug dealer.)
- in the land of women (kristen stewart, adam brody, meg ryan)
- welcome to the rileys (kristen stewart as a stripper YEEEAHHH lol jk it looks deep though)
how to make love to a woman (ian somerhalder but SHIT it looks funny!!!)- the killing game (kellan lutz, nina dobrev.... um yeah, look at the cast?!)
- immortals (kellan lutz, isabel lucas, joseph morgan)
YEAH, SEE HOW POTC4 ISNT ON THERE? CUZ I DONT WANT TO SEE IT. but everyone else wants to watch it for some reason and i'm just like UGH. i never found potc interesting, idk why.
i also want to read/finish reading
- perks of being a wallflower
- it's kind of a funny story
- looking for alaska
- unbearable lightness
- we need to talk about kevin
- cosa notra - history of sicilian mafia. (lol i have a thing for mafia stuff.)
- twelve
SO MANY BOOKS/MOVIES NOT ENOUGH TIME.
i have to stop watching trailers on youtube or else this list is gonna get even longer....
i have to stop watching trailers on youtube or else this list is gonna get even longer....
had french and social studies exams today. social studies was a mad fluke. i finished 1 minute before the end, and my hand was so sore from writing out my essay - four pages long!!! i completely forgot to pay attention to structure though ... fuck. french was alright, not feeling to confident about how i did in grammar/writing. i've got a completely exam free day tmrw! yay! will study for science and english B|
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