nadofiajsd;flkj i cant actually post in the actual 'compose post' bit, so if anyone was wondering why i havent posted this whole month, that's why. i'm really resenting the fact that i havent been able to post because so much stuff happened while i was here in china and i wish i kept regular entries about it. i'm coming home on new years eve though, which i'm actually pretty glad about. at first, china was awesome, but i'm getting kinda sick of the dryness, the lack of sun and all the cigarette smoke and i'm getting real homesick. but shanghai really is beautiful at night. i'm sick atm as well. gonna miss the extended family though. :(

.... i can't post on blogspot cuz the damn 'compose text' thing doesnt load. I can still read peoples stuff though :)

3 minute brownies

I didn't have cocoa powder so i used choc chips, and since it wasnt dry enough, I put some more flour in it. I also added some baking soda cause I didn't really see how it could raise without it. 

cooked in the cup

out of the cup

om nom nom

it actually tasted pretty good!! My one was a little bit dry though. 

shit.

i just deleted my gif folder, my folder of pervyness, and my folder of screenshots of friends faces. permanently. as in, i dragged it into trash (unknowingly, btw) and emptied it. I had made a replica of the folders and saved them in documents so that the ict clinic wouldnt touch em, but I thought the ict people hadnt deleted anything off my desktop because all the other crap on my desktop was there, so i deleted the copies BUT THE ICT CLINIC PEOPLE HAD DELETED FOLDERS ON DESKTOP AND OMG I FEEL LIKE A RETARD :(


.... my folder of pervyness T______T

I have no right to tell you who can or can't be your friend, but you guys have gotten really close and everytime I hear that you've hung out or going to hang out, I get really jealous. Because that's really all I wanted to be with him - a friend. And in a way, that's the only thing we were. We just stuck a label on it and called it something else. Trust me, I'm over him. But I'm slightly confused and a little bit pissed about how two of my closest friends at school are now like, fucking besties with my ex. Whatever, go make covers of songs, watch your movie, skype. I really don't want to hear about it. You know that thing where if you see someone in particular coming, you stop your conversation instantly? Yeah, I know it's weird but do you mind if you guys do that for this? Idk, it's just.... sigh, yeah.

clouds look like candyfloss

Insert witty title here.

Finished my soft tech tshirt today :)

Ignore the face, mmkay?
ommgggg i'm so proud of it. it's a little small for me though :/

We did secret santa today. I forgot to bring mine ><". Zoe got me this big tub of candy canes!! There was 100 in it, now there's only 18. gave them all away haha.

bitches all took my rainbow coloured ones :(

We made dresses out of toilet paper today in business studies. Our group won !! 

OUR DRESS :D

And then in english, we watched simpsons episodes. We're also watching 'My Big Fat Greek Wedding' in social studies. hahahaha. I dont even see the point of going to school anymore cuz we're not even learning anything. 

Adventure day tomorrow! I'm so screwed. It's mountain biking and tree adventures. I picked it cuz of tree adventures and I figured that I'd be able to learn how to ride a bike in the holidays. Yeah... It didn't happen. I'm gonna die tmrw :(

Can't wait till school ends! I'm going to china on saturday! So excited!! It's my first time overseas since I was seven. I think I should start packing. Hmm.

I watched 10 Things I Hate About You last night.

My God, it was awesome. I sorta fell in love with Heath Ledger.

Seriously, everytime he smiled I freaking melted. AND WHEN HE SUNG TO HER I WAS LIKE ALSDJF'P;SDNF;APSDNMFLDS.MF and then he slapped the security guys ass. hahahahah.
I was grinning for the whole one and a half hours of it.
JOSEPH GORDON-LEWITT WAS IN IT. I FREAKED THE FUCK OUT WHEN I SAW HIM.

I even IMDB'd that shit.

Patrick: Well maybe you're not afraid of me but I'm sure you've thought about me naked, huh? 
Kat: [sarcastically] Am I that transparent? I want you, I *need* you, oh baby, oh baby.
... anyway.

Yeah, so it was ding's birthday sleepover last night. It was really fun!! We basically just messed around and watched movies. Plus, I think theres something wrong with me. When we were watching time travellers wife and it started to get sad, nearly everyone started crying, and I was pretty tearful too, but I just started laughing my ass off and trying to do it silently, cuz i didn't want to kill the movie for everyone. But, seriously, for some reason whenever I see people crying while watching movies or something, I just crack the fuck up. Same thing happened at lizzi's when we watched the notebook. Mei was bawling her eyes out and I was laughing so hard I couldnt breathe. Omg lizzi is hilarious when she cries. Theres like a repeated rhythm.

Oh yeah, and I kicked rachel in the nose. It was an accident!!! A couple of us were going psycho and there was a fucking pillow war. I was trying to get away from someone, and rachel was lying down on the floor and I accidentily kicked her... in the face.... and made her bleed like a bitch. akjbdfo;asn;dflksdfsd';fl i felt so guilty >>;;

so tired .

... just gonna leave this here.