life sucks and then you die

I don't even know what to do with myself right now.
[and i realise i'm overreacting soooo much right now but this is just so... UGHHH]

my internet is capped. that's okay, i can deal with that, it's algds. THAT IS, UNTIL, I REALISE THAT CAPPED INTERNET = INABILITY TO LOAD VIDEOS

AND YOU KNOW WHAT VIDEO I HAVE BEEN WAITING TO LOAD SINCE FUCKING MAY ?! SEASON 3 EPISODE 1 OF VAMPIRE DIARIES. SINCE MOTHERFUCKING MAY. THAT'S FOUR MONTHS.


AND MY INTERNET IS FUCKING CAPPED.


WHICH MEANS I WONT BE ABLE TO WATCH IT ON FRIDAY.


I HAVE LITERALLY 
BEEN C O U N T I N G 
THE DAYS TO FRIDAY 
THE FIFTEENTH OF SEPTEMBER.
LOOKING FORWARD
TO WATCHING 
THIS 
CUNTFUCKING 
EPISODE
AND
I
AM
MOTHERSHITTING
CAPPED.




i'm pathetic. i actually broke down and started tearing up a bit. IT'S JUST THE FACT THAT I'VE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS FOR FOUR MONTHS AND NOW ITS GONE..

IT'S ALL GONE.

inhale
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i can always go to someone's house to watch it.
right?

OKAY PEOPLE, TIME TO SHOW ME IF YOU'RE REAL FRIENDS OR NOT.
DONATE YOUR HOUSES AND INTERNET FOR AN HOUR ?

OMG I JUST WATCHED EPISODE 4 OF VAMPIRE DIARIES SEASON TWO AND OMGGGGGG IT WAS SOO GOOD DAHHHH!!!! LIKE, SERIOUSLY, IF YOU DON'T WATCH VAMPIRE DIARIES, YOU REEALLY SHOULD CUZ ITS LIKE, THE BEST TV SERIES EVAHHHH!!! OMGGGGG IT WAS SOO GOOD!!!! SCREEEAM!!!!

Spoiler:




Katherine actually loves stefan omgggg!!!!

STUDYING NOW!!! I WILL! I CAN DO IT! I CAN GET OUT MY BOOKS AND START STUDYING! FUCK! I CAN DO IT! I SWEAR I CAN! I'LL JUST LOG OFF FACEBOOK AND GET OFF BLOGGER! DAMMIT I CAN DO IT!

oh maaaaaan i cant do it !!!!!!!!!! :(