i like making lists

so found this website which is pretty awesome for that.

here: http://listography.com/idiosyncracies
i'm going to try to make at least one list a day.

come join? :)

also, on there is my (growing) wishlist. I am desperately needing some ideas for things to put on it!

helpsies pplz pl0x

okay new tumblr url

they're either supernatural or vampire diares related lmao

accioackles.tumblr.com
alphadean.tumblr.com
callbobby.tumblr.com
croatoanblood.tumblr.com
elenasporch.tumblr.com
gilbertporch.tumblr.com
gilbertring.tumblr.com
iamnotstefan.tumblr.com
lonelygilbert.tumblr.com
lonelygilberts.tumblr.com
lonelywinchesters.tumblr.com
novak-vessel.tumblr.com
stefansrevenge.tumblr.com
onwickerybridge.tumblr.com
winchesterbrother.tumblr.com
xcroatoan.tumblr.com

no one reading my blogspot actually watches supernatural/vampire diaries though so what am I doing...

and yeah I seriously just saved 16 urls hahahaha im being a huge hypocrite cuz i hate it when people do that.



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currently on my xmas wishlist:

the first couple are things i really really want

• black high top converses
• wreck this journal by keri smith
• a nail buffer (the four sided one that maria has that makes ur nails uber shiny)
• (frog) shower radio
• supernatural dvds (except for season 1) 
• memoirs of a geisha book
• summer clothes
• necklaces and summery/boho/layering bracelets
• any of the following men:
• jensen ackles
• ian somerhalder
• kellan lutz
• andrew garfield
• adam levine
• there are a lot more but i don't want to bore you
• tickets to florence and the machine concert
• a 1967 Chevy Impala (black)
• some paris eiffel tower poster art (like the stuff from typo) for my walls
• a boyfriend
• money
• more money
• a job
• an easy job that pays well
• money
• money
• MONEY
• MONEY
• MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am incredibly worried for my sanity.

guys i just cleaned my shower. like, just fucking started randomly cleaning my shower. at 2am.

i was brushing my teeth, getting ready for bed, and i just hopped into the shower and started fucking scrubbing at it with a scrubby cloth thingy and water without any cleaning products. and all the while I was just thinking "WHY THE FUCK AM I CLEANING MY SHOWER AT 2AM?!"

anyway, it was really satisfying. I feel clean now.

Is this some sort of OCD symptom?


anyway, things I have to do this holidays (written down merely for my benefit on organisation):

• french assignment
• go over to cherrys and work on art
• study maths!!
• go over science
• brain bee
• get up to date on nikita
• get up to date on pretty little liars (but this can be put off cuz new episodes dont start till 2012)
• watch all seasons of how i met your mother (sueyeon got it all on dvd for me :D)
• finish reading fallout and tricks .... and return them cuz they're overdue/or renew them
• reread the godfather
• regulate my fucking body clock so I'm not waking up at 2pm every day
• FINISH ORGANIZING MY FUCKING POSTER WALL GODDAMMIT
• learn how to plait my bloody hair (i am actually a sad excuse for a girl)
• watch supernatural from the beginning of series (not important)
• try to get a social life
• keep computer use to a minimum
• eat healthy
• exercise
• grow taller

today I woke up at 2pm, suddenly (and randomly) thought of tyra banks directing debut video editorial she did for ann, chelsea, jane and kayla in antm and youtubed it. saw a sidelink on victoria secret runway fashion show thingy. got really depressed and felt like shit after watching all the pretty, skinny models and vowed to start eating healthy and exercising. went downstairs and ate a sausage roll for breafast (FAIL) and an up&go. fucked around on facebook and tumblr. made plans with marcia and later, sueyeon. felt as if my brain juices were being sucked dry from excessive computer use, and decided to finish rearranging my poster wall (which has been in renovation mode since LAST holidays and is all hole-y and unfinished). rearranged 3 posters before getting distracted and stopping. ate a banana. went on skype with aleigha where she asked for my opinion on her outfit for the party she was going to (cuz unlike me, she has a social life...) got a VERY awkward phone call from someone (comment if you want to know about it, it's really not that exciting, but i probably shouldnt blog about it). started investigating various tv shows on tv.com. decided to watch the top rated ep for how i met your mother to see what i thought of it. wasn't that funny. decided to watch the new season of big bang theory. laughed my fucking ass off. got through half of the first ep of season 5 before my brother got home. got forced to restart the episode and rewatch it with him and amy (his gf) during dinner (our dinners are really informal at home). watched the second ep of season 5 with him. realised we capped the internet by the third episode cuz even facebook couldn't load. got depressed. resorted to watching nikita. watched 3 awesome episodes of nikita. (OHMYGOD EPISODE 16 IS SO SO TRIPPY HOLY CRAP). got told by jade to watch ben's accent video (it took a fucking eternity to load btw). watched it. surprise-lol'd at his accent. cleaned my shower. came on blogspot.

the end.

Goodbye August, Hello September

Inspired by zavara's blog post here, I have decided to make my own list of favourite things from this week/last week/unspecific time frame.

1. Maroon 5

uh no, it's not just cuz adam levine is really hot (and his voice is even hotter). I HAVE DISCOVERED THE MAGIC OF MAROON 5!! Right now 'Hands all Over' is one of my favourite songs and it is doing a good job of waking me up in the morning by being my alarm clock tone, haha. And also, um, Adam Levine's voice is like baby unicorns vomiting rainbows. aldkfnsdf';dfl. I've always liked Maroon 5's songs on the radio, but I never really paid any attention to them. And fuck, I only realised a while ago that "This Love" has fucking dodgy lyrics aye. I sang that song all the time on singstar when I was like, nine. My innocence... shit. come to think of it, most of Maroon 5's songs are pretty dodgy. All the more reason to like them though, right?

Lol it's so awkward saying "ADAM LEVINE IS SO HOT" cuz people always think that I'm saying avril lavigne and they give me a weird look.

2. Nikita

Ohmygod don't even get me started on Nikita. It really pisses me off that people don't give it a try because they think it looks boring or shit or sounds lame but IT'S SO FRICKIN GOOD. For example, Sueyeon wasn't really keen on it until I convinced her to go watch it, and she spent the next 6 hours watching it back to back and becoming addicted. I feel like most shows on the CW are actually so damn good, but because it's a small tv company or whatever, the shows on it never get any big awards that shows like glee does. Nikita is basically about the girl Nikita, who used to work for this government company called 'Division' kinda like the CIA. However, division killed a lot of innocent people and Nikita decided that she didn't want to work for Division anymore so she went rogue and started stirring up all kinds of shit for Division and kept fucking up their missions. Seriously, everyone should watch Nikita. It's got action for the boys, and romance and emotional manipulation for the girls. Or the other way around if you're into different stuff. i like the action as well, so i don't judge haha.

In fact, I just watched two episodes of Nikita, haha.

3. Yoplait Strawberry Yogurt in the big tubs

only in the big tubs though. I dont know why but it tastes completely different in the little tubs. THIS YOGURT IS SO GOOD. when i first tried it i kinda flipped out and just consumed half the tub. IDK, i really like this yogurt hahaha.

4. Spring

YES SPRING IS HERE! in fact, today is the first day of spring and i can already feel it warming up! so so so happy. You know how many items of clothing I couldn't wear in the winter coz they just didn't layer well and weren't warm enough? Spring means I'm not constantly living in my oversized puffa jacket anymore YAY!

5. Anna Sui Rouge Jar

So, Joanna's mum went to Korea and apparently brought back a bunch of these so she gave me one! EEEE i love em! They are adorable and come in adorable packaging and AAHH THEYRE JUST SO ORIENTALLY CUTE. its lipbalm/gloss that is clear in the jar, but when you put it on your lips, it makes your lips redder and plumper and idk, the blood rushes to the skin in your lips or something. It smells really nice as well :) kinda the same smell as the 'perfume' i made last year in science out of rose petals. so i guess the lip balm smells like roses?

basically, you could say i've been having a pretty shitty week.

I don't even want to talk about it.

ugh, everythings falling to pieces!!!

i think i failed my maths graph test on friday - as in, actual NA fail, not "oh i'm asian hey look i got an M, my life is over" kinda fail. i'm just hoping i don't get moved down a class...

i had a pretty big argument with a friend, which i'm feeling pretty bad about but i'm too stubborn and wussy (and tbh, exhausted) to say anything.

i found out that maria's changing schools (WTF) and found out today that like, the majority of the asian group are going to be changing schools as well!? (WTFWTF?!) 

my dad flipped his shit on me and now i'm just ignoring him cuz i'm still pissed that he got all angus at me.

and tomorrow my grandmas coming from China to live with us. .... yay. -_-" (i know thats a horrible reaction but ughh, i love her, really.)

lets play a game on listing all the shitty emotions Vicky has felt for the past... hmmm... five days?

rejection, replacement, betrayal, being left behind, not having anyone believe in me, anger, sadness, uselessness, desperation, shock, regret, disgust, hopelessness, boredom, panic, laziness, dread, bitterness.

is that all?

probably not.

but i have a feeling i'm boring you anyway with my pathetic, sad blogging.

what else do you expect from a pathetic sad girl?

i think i might bake cookies tomorrow.

i like long lists.

omg there are so many movies i want to watch right now (or whenever they come out)

• beastly (alex pettyfer, vanessa hudgens, mary kate olsen, neil patrick harris)
• thor (chris hemsworth, natalie portman, kat dennings - azn group have already seen it except for me)
• xmen first class (meh actors, looks SOOO good though)
• water for elephants (robert pattinson, reese witherspoon - looks goood) 
• we need to talk about kevin (reading the book right now haha)
• it's kind of a funny story (LOOKS SO EFFING GOOD OMG, emma roberts, zach galifianakis)
• perks of being a wallflower (emma watson, logan lerman, nina dobrev)
• chicago (renee zellwegar, catherine zeta jones, richard gere, queen latifah - i havent seen it and i want to)
• hanna (saoirse ronan, eric bana LOOKS INTENSE)
• sleeping beauty (emily browning, looks interesting, albeit pretty fucking dodgy)
• the hangover II (um, everyone from hangover 1. HELLO, ITS THE SEQUEL TO HANGOVER, of course i want to watch it)
• transformers 3 (um HELLO ITS THE SEQUEL TO TRANSFORMERS 1 & 2!)
• monte carlo (selena gomez, leighton meester, katie cassidy, cory monteith ADFSDFSDLF look at the cast.... plus, it looks funny)
• the art of getting by (emma roberts, freddie highmore, i have no idea what its really about but the trailer makes it look reaallllyyy good)
• twelve  (chace crawford, emma roberts, 50cent - AKDSFLKSJDF CHACE CRAWFORD, MY LOVE and he's basically poor nate in this, but a drug dealer.)
• in the land of women (kristen stewart, adam brody, meg ryan)
• welcome to the rileys (kristen stewart as a stripper YEEEAHHH lol jk it looks deep though)
• how to make love to a woman (ian somerhalder but SHIT it looks funny!!!)
• the killing game (kellan lutz, nina dobrev.... um yeah, look at the cast?!)
• immortals (kellan lutz, isabel lucas, joseph morgan)

YEAH, SEE HOW POTC4 ISNT ON THERE? CUZ I DONT WANT TO SEE IT. but everyone else wants to watch it for some reason and i'm just like UGH. i never found potc interesting, idk why. 

i also want to read/finish reading

• perks of being a wallflower
• it's kind of a funny story
• looking for alaska
• unbearable lightness
• we need to talk about kevin
• cosa notra - history of sicilian mafia. (lol i have a thing for mafia stuff.)
• twelve

SO MANY BOOKS/MOVIES NOT ENOUGH TIME.
i have to stop watching trailers on youtube or else this list is gonna get even longer....

had french and social studies exams today. social studies was a mad fluke. i finished 1 minute before the end, and my hand was so sore from writing out my essay - four pages long!!! i completely forgot to pay attention to structure though ... fuck. french was alright, not feeling to confident about how i did in grammar/writing. i've got a completely exam free day tmrw! yay! will study for science and english B|