basically, you could say i've been having a pretty shitty week.

I don't even want to talk about it.

ugh, everythings falling to pieces!!!

i think i failed my maths graph test on friday - as in, actual NA fail, not "oh i'm asian hey look i got an M, my life is over" kinda fail. i'm just hoping i don't get moved down a class...

i had a pretty big argument with a friend, which i'm feeling pretty bad about but i'm too stubborn and wussy (and tbh, exhausted) to say anything.

i found out that maria's changing schools (WTF) and found out today that like, the majority of the asian group are going to be changing schools as well!? (WTFWTF?!) 

my dad flipped his shit on me and now i'm just ignoring him cuz i'm still pissed that he got all angus at me.

and tomorrow my grandmas coming from China to live with us. .... yay. -_-" (i know thats a horrible reaction but ughh, i love her, really.)

lets play a game on listing all the shitty emotions Vicky has felt for the past... hmmm... five days?

rejection, replacement, betrayal, being left behind, not having anyone believe in me, anger, sadness, uselessness, desperation, shock, regret, disgust, hopelessness, boredom, panic, laziness, dread, bitterness.

is that all?

probably not.

but i have a feeling i'm boring you anyway with my pathetic, sad blogging.

what else do you expect from a pathetic sad girl?

i think i might bake cookies tomorrow.