glasses and gore

oh, so here's some depressing news.

went to the optometrist. i have astigmatism in one eye (meh google it) so the optometrist said i have to wait until i get my glasses before i can get my license, instead of being able to take a certificate to AA and have it done, like i was told. Glasses take 5- 10 working days. In 7 working days, It'll be august 1st and thats when the new law on the driving age is implemented, which means that if i dont get my glasses in 7 working days, I've wasted 200 and something bucks on glasses, 90 bucks on the learners test, and will have to wait another whole frickin year to get my learners.

so, well. yeah.

fuck my fucking life.

the receptionist lady there was so so nice! she was hilarious haha. she marked my order as 'urgent' and said she'd keep me updated with texts and stuff.

i've got a really boring pair of glasses haha. they're really simple ones with thin frames cuz i dont think i suit thick frames. i was gonna get those geek-chic ones that are pretty popular atm but i though they stood out too much in my face and i didn't really suit them either.

i'm trying not to think about the glasses/learners license situation too much. too depressing :(


i'm watching black hawk down right now. oh my golly gosh so many people die in this movie. so much blood! is it really really sick that i kinda like the blood and gore shit? i guess i like movies that force a reaction from me, whether its tears or a disgusted face haha. i think i'm also like, desensitizing myself to gross spillage of blood for later when i become a surgeon :)