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well, slap my arse and call me sally.

I finally did it. I crippled myself :(

After badminton today (which was hilarious, btw) i was just messing around with some other randoms and joanna with basketballs, and i like, fucking, collapsed on my ankle. there was a really gross crunch sound that i heard and it HURT SO FUCKING BAD. I don't think i broke/fractured it or whatever since i can move it, but it's definitely badly sprained. Actually, it might be fractured cuz it seriously is sooooo painful.

So, we were all the way at the sports center and my mum was at the chapel, waiting for me. Joanna piggy backed me all the way to the robertson circle place with all my bags and shit. such a trooper (I LOVE YOU!).

Anyway, got home, lay on bed, suffered and got to the point where i was holding back tears (i'm a pussy i know), and i was like MUMMMMMM HELLPP MEEEEEEEE. and of course, she thought a suitable solution was acupuncture. UGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i mean, i guess it wasnt that bad. i just kinda got over the fact that there were little pins sticking out of my skin at various points in my body and the fact that i felt like a pincushion/voodoo doll and just dealt with it, lol. there were some ones that REALLY HURRTTT, but yknw, i'm tough. B| she also used like, this little electroshock thing, omg it was just... so.... naidfo;sdf.

so, today, i was totally expecting to get back like, all of the exams, and was really excited/nervous/anxious of them. turned out to be incredibly anticlimatic. only got back two: maths (Merit D:) and english (Ex, Ex). I was pretty surprised i got excellence in unfamiliar texts in eng, cuz i'm usually so shit at it, but this year i'm actually LEARNING stuff in english (SHOCK HORROR GASP!). crazy! who knew you go to school to LEARN and get an education? Pshaw. Ummm, pretty gutted about the maths result lol. only 7 people in our entire class got Excellences, so that makes me feel better haha. Algds though, I can work on it for end of year exams (NCEA OMG).

parents arent letting me go to school tmrw though (ohthankgod, can you imagine me hopping around the school like a big dick?) i think i might just email my subject teachers and ask for my exam results cuz i really want to know.  i want to go to the hospital tmrw to see if its broken or not :/

My brothers girlfriend called just before and i was like "Lol, hi?" cuz u knw, i'd think she'd want to talk to my bro. But she started talking about vampire diaries, and i was like :D cuz i lent her season 1 and pretty much forced her to watch it, and she diiiiddd, and SHE'S TEAM DAMON, SO SUCK IT MEI/other pple who are team stefan. but lol, she started watching it on saturday and now its only wednesday and she's finished it all, and she's liek "omg damons so hot!! andifjsdfsdf damon kissed elena but it was really katherine, etc.... do you have season 2?!?!?!?" and im like lol nup sorry. YES SHES OBSESSED WITH THE VAMPIRE DIARIIIEESSS!!! I'm pretty much this close from saying to her "... WELCOME TO THE FAMILY!!!!" and giving her a big hug.

speaking of 'this close'. this mornings choir rehearsal was a frickin' disaster. I came in five minutes late (as usual) but i actually did try really hard this morning not to, and woke up really early and i wudve got there at like, half past, except my dad wasnt awake yet so i had to wait for him and shit. and she was soooo pissed when i walked in and was all like "YOU'RE LATE" and sheepishly, i'm like "yeah... um, sorry :(". after me, FIVE people walked in late, including michelle who is ALSO ALWAYS LATE and she normally comes in at EIGHT which is twenty minutes late but our choir teacher never yells at her. and plus she's been at kahunui so she really shudnt be late since she needs all the practice she can get. anyway, michelle, if ur reading this, im just using you as an example, i'm not like, trying to hate on you or nuthin'. well, our choir was sounding pretty shit so ms director gave us a big lecture and walked out on us and we were just sitting there liek ".... what.". so, we rehearsed on our own and a couple of other music teachers including ms G came out and they gave us big lectures and told us that ms director was crying in the staffroom and we were liek D: omg what?!  I mean, every other year i've done choir, i've never heard of anyone practising outside of the rehearsals and we've always got like, silvers and gold awards. I don't want to blame the new director, but thats the only changed variable, yknw? Like, fuck, i've worked HARDER than other years and we still sound shit, like, i practice at home and stuff, but tbh, it seems to be having an opposite effect, yknw? But yeah, competitions in less than a weeks time, and our choir isnt sounding or feeling very confident. If she was so worried and upset about us that it resulted in her breaking down, i dont understand why she couldn't just suck up her pride after breaking down and come back out again, to show HER commitment, since obviously, we need her as a conductor to practice efficiently. I don't like quitters.

Well, my feet are cold after icing them for so long. apparently you're only supposed to ice them for 30 minutes but i iced them for .... 4 hours? hmmm.....

i guess i had quite a good day? lol, even though i'm complaining so much, i actually felt really positive and easy going today. like, the smile wasnt forced at all. i guess that's kind of a gift, the fact that its not necessary for me to force my smiles most of the time. it just comes naturally? IDK, even with all the shit that's happened today.... maybe thats why i wasnt as gutted about my M in maths?

We also did science ICAS today. it was alright. not expecting too much from it, although a high distinction would be VERY NICE.

here's what i drew for joanna describing her bad day. (i was bored )







The End.