Jordy Blue

When I think of you, I think of blue. A sad shade of blue, because I know you are sad. But sometimes people might mistake that sadness for calmness because people say blue is a calming colour. You are not at all calm. You are fiery-tempered and sensitive as shit, and when you get into 'those moods' I really don't know what to do but to just hug you and hope you get over it soon. It's awful for me to think of it that way, but if you could see it from my point of view, I'd rather you not hold a grudge against me for something that I didn't mean to do. But when you're happy, you light up the room, just like sunlight may light up a room painted in blue. You are warm, and funny, and outspoken, and even though sometimes you make me shake my head and irritate me to no end, you should know I love you. Whenever I'm being a bitch or taking shit too far, you tell me to stop it, and I'm grateful. Even though it usually hurts my feelings quite a bit, it is actually good for me because people usually just let me get away with anything and then probably just bitch about me behind my back, but thanks for telling me upfront about it - sans the bullshit. It would be nice if you just didn't take everything I did so seriously though. I never really mean to hurt you.

I've always wondered what goes on in that little head of yours.

Wipe away those tears Jordy Blue.