Day 22 and term 4

What makes you different from everyone else

nothing.
^i'm sorry. i'm in a tired, shitty mood with school starting again and all. Let's try that again.

What makes you different from everyone else.
My chin. My sense of humour. My lack of maturity. My grades (er?). My short asianess. My fat calves. The fact that i cry very easily watching movies/mv's/tvshows. That in class, i'm the only one laughing at the teacher's awkward jokes. My munted doublejointed fingers. My pro piano playing level. My shittay chinese speaking level. My 'inside jokes'. My 'long eyelashes'. My hardcore gangsta swearing (lmao). My need to excel in classes (meh, actually, most asians have this).  My laziness. My bitchiness. My addiction to facebook and fanfiction and blogspot. My procrastination skillz. My singing voice? My voice. My violent-ness. My rage spazzes.

Everything? Because we're all different. None of us can be the same, inside and out.


AHHH SO, TODAY WAS SO TIRING ZOMG IM SO TIRED AAAAAH.
couldn't get to sleep last night. mind was being a total bitch and would not fall asleep. took more than one and a half hours to finally fall asleep. I know this cuz my clock does this annoying clicking noise every hour. Ahhh but today's weather was HORRIBLE. It portrayed how everyone felt about coming back to school. and i was wearing my summer uniform :/ gonna wear winter tmrw. too fucking cold.

went to the 'beauty clinic' place or whatever in the city. they say they'll make me grow at least 3-5cm taller? costs shitloads though. They put all these straps and shit on my legs and I couldn't move for 30 minutes while the shit did little electric shocks through my legs. basically it felt like pins and needles all over my legs for half an hour. it wasnt that bad tbh. only bad thing was that i really needed to pee the whole way dahahaha.

but yeah, got home, slept for three hours cuz like i said, i was friggin exhausted. btw, facebook and shit doesnt load atm. seriously, IT DOESNT LOAD. my internet is SO slow, and i seem to be the only person affected. i threw a major bitch fit just before. FUCK I WANT MY INTERNET WAAAAAAAAH.




sometimes i feel like everything in life should be handed to me on a plate, saying 'here you go!" but i'm still not mature enough to realise that that shit just doesnt happen. guess that's why i get angry/sad when some people just seem to have it all, but really, they've worked their asses off to get where they are now, while i'm sitting on my ass, waiting for my plate.